Gainfully employed as of 12/15/08 with a job that is just what I wanted and need - well worth the wait. Maybe that is what the motto should be: well-worth the wait!
From Wiktionary http://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/pariah: In the caste ridden society they were in lower strata, hence the derisive paraiah and pariah. Now, the term is used to describe an outcast in English.
It also pertains to the hawk that I see myself as.
EXPECTING THE BEST IN VIEW OF THE LESS THAN EXPECTED